Response to D/discourse

A Discourse is basically a manner of behavior and personality consisting of different combinations of speech, attitude, and actions. My main discourse that my friends see is a really hyper, bubbly one. However, people who either don't know me or who I don't know see a pretty quiet and collected, intelligent person. This can occasionally cause some confusion or complication for me when I revert to one or the other when I'm in the wrong atmosphere, like when I'm quiet around my friends because I don't have much to say. That makes them think something's wrong. But with the opposite, if I'm loud in class, everyone is surprised that such a little girl could be 'like that'. My Discourses usually help me though, since they're so different. I can use them in completely opposite situations and still be appropriate. My Discourses reveal themselves differently based on where I am and who I'm with; for example, if I'm with a teacher I don't know, I'm generally a bit held back, but if I'm with my best friends then I can be as crazy as I want to be. And neither feels really unnatural for me. For me, I feel like my primary discourse was a calm, innocent and intelligent one, but it doesn't seem as 'me' anymore, not like my loud, excited side. It's like I morphed into a different person over the years and changed from a quiet person to *BOOM*